My Damn Problem

it's a something hard to explain.
when i neglected it. i was getting crazy to find the answer.
it's about heart not bout feelin'.
i used to advised my friend to avoid this feelin' for something good, but unfortunately it's happened to me.
awoseme
i killed myself.
i ate my all of my advices to my friend.
this feelin' came suddenly in my heart and gave the poisons in my body.
when i forced to kill it, i felt the incredible thing.
i reaized that i like, i love, and i need him.
i'm stupid bastard person.
how to oversome my damn problem?
none understands me.
they just thought it's my mistake.